So it has been about a week since I blogged last and I have decided to make this less about my life for security purposes and more about my observations, as it says in the title. But I will also express some of my emotions to you very few but treasured viewers.
I wish I could say that high school has been great, I have thousands of new friends, I ace my classes and am awesome at all things high school. But no.
In fact, I think I may just be
the worst person at adapting to high school.
Why?
Because, if there is one thing that I can not manage it's stress. And because I forget EVERYTHING, I am frequently having mental breakdowns.
Take yesterday for example: I have not had to look at my locker combo all year because I have had it memorized since the beginning. But yesterday, during break, I go to my locker and blank. I swear, I
had no clue at all what my combination was. I almost died. So there I go, sprinting down to the office, and I'm like all composed on the outside
"Hi, can I get my locker combination?"
But mentally I was like,
"OHMYGODWHATSMYCOMBINATIONWHYDOINOTKNOWTHISBLEGHACKGRECK!"
The lady was really nice about it but I was embarrassed anyways.
Everyday after school I tell my mom,
"I quit high school today and I am never going back."
She is not pleased with me.